Today my dear is on call. She went to work at 7.50 am and suddenly, I have a weird experience of being alone.
I have a terrible weakness. I always had this nagging guilt with free time. And today, I battled with that. I played wayyy… too much games today. Afternoon, I’ve drove to Llandudno Hospital to get some research done only to find that I can’t access the drive. Sigh, time waste driving.
But the drive did calm my mind a bit. I kept thinking about purpose and perhaps whenever I don’t have purpose, I’m lost.
I think that’s why I feel so at peace whenever I’m at work. Because there is an obvious purpose for my existence.
Such a first world problem. Having problems with free time. @_@